| ::sigh:: when will it be me?? 
[im]patiently waiting... LOL |
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| yes and i dont mind posting this cuz i know for a fact that NO ONE uses xanga no more better yet reads this shiet! (haahaha cept for maybe cathy)
for anyone that actually reads this shit still u'll be the only one witnessing my true feelings right now.
08.10.05
"it's better to have love and lost than to have never loved at all"
so i make a note to myself:
try not to fall for someone so easily......next time
i guess it's just another lonely year huh??
happy new years everyone
I'm missing your bed,
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots
where we'd have to speak
And this bottle of
beast is taking me home.
I'm cuddling close
to blankets and sheets
You're not alone
and you're not discreet.
You make sure I know,
who's taking you home.
I'm reading your
note over again.
There's not a word
that I comprehend,
except when you signed it
"I will love you always
and forever"
As for now I'm gonna
hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder
how you're making out
But as for me I wish that I was anywhere
With anyone
making out
I'm missing your laugh,
how did it break?
And when did your eyes
begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy
as you're pretending.
I'm cuddling close
to blankets and sheets
And I am alone,
and in my defeat
I wish I knew
it was safely at home.
I'm missing your bed,
I never sleep.
Avoiding the spots
where we'd have to speak.
And this bottle of
Beast is taking me home.
Your hair
It's everywhere
Screaming infidelities
And taking it's wear
Screaming Infidelities - dashboard confessions |
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| who still uses xanga... really?? |
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| wow! i almost forgot i had a xanga! i've been craving myspace lately so yeh i usually update that more. ALOT has happened since my last update. like uh prom, senior breakfast, graduation, my 18th bday/cotillion, '05 summer, graduating from my youth group (i miss you guys soooo much! you are all amazing people and i will never forget you! i love you all!! keep fighting that race. and never quit. God is good, God is gracious,) saying goodbye to some of my closest friends, starting college, making new friends, saying goodbye to working at seasons (after working there for a 1 yr and 7 months- im still seasonal though!,) chilling ALOT with my cousins, meeting Philip  , switching rooms with my little brother, going to a NEW christian bible group, forgiving and becoming friends with ppl i lost touch with, getting a new laptop teehehehe, and accepting the navy into my life.
can't wait till i get the time to start visiting my friends off at far colleges and such..well this is my update. ill leave u with some pictures.. payce
MY COTiLLiON
 
 
 
SENiOR BREAKFAST
GRADUATION
SIX FLAGS W/ THA COUSINS
"L" is for Love hahaha
 
VISITING ILLINOIS STATE
AT SHELLEY'S 18th BDAY
 
ME AND MY COUSIN MARION
DWORKS!
 
ME AND PHILIP
 
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well... theres no point whats-so-ever in me updating my xanga [since xanga is now officially dead hahahha] but it's about 4 am and i'm bored. I had a cotillion last week JUNE 17 and it was great. for that past week i was going balistic trying to prepare and work everything out. it was TOTALLY unorginized and everything/everyone was M.I.A. like curazee. I kept on crying that everything would fall into place and GOD totally heard my prayer because exactly the NEXT BEFORE the HUGE event in my life took place, GOD heard my prayer and answered it! even though we made the guest wait a little for each enternainment and the DJ pretty much sucked, it was an amazing feeling to know that Jesus was listening to my call and had the heart to answer my prayer. I didn't think it would have been phsyically possible but he made it happen. I mean sure I did finally get home from Leanne's making the program until 6 am in the morning and slept from 6-30-10:00 am the night before the cotillion but it was all worth it. To see my relatives from South Carolina, Tennesse, Florida, Arizona, Texas fly out all the way juss to watch me and join me and my family celebrate my cotillion. WOW it was a TRUE BLESSING from GOD almighty. and i am sooooo greatful for that. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!! and who else to thank but my parents. I love them soooo much. Even though I don't give them the respect they deserve they truely treat me like their princess. they try all they can juss to make me happy and im greatful for that. and to my little brother. Even if i'm a biotch to him most of the time and always scream at him, he's always been there for me when i needed someone to talk to or needed a hand. the dworks wow these friends are amazing. they came to almost all the practices and make me feel special. they try to comfort me wen i have my B.F. [white chicks] moments wen ppl don't show up to practices. Thanks Lola Fely for the prayers. Thanks Kuya Jojet for making my slideshow the day before my cotillion. Thanks Leanne for staying up with me and making my handy dandy programs. Thanks Ate Caroline and Ate Christine for being my MC's and running the whole show. Thanks Ate Marion for ALWAYS being there for me when I really needed a friend or someone to talk to. I won't EVER forget that line in the speech u made for me. "I will always be your cousin, your sister, and your friend"
EVENTS THAT ALREADY HAPPENED//
Senior Breakfast
Senior Prom
Senior Commencement [graduation]
My Cotillion/Graduation Party @ Banquet Hall
soo many more things to come....
H2O outtings (youth group @ Maine East) . FABC Youth Group outtings (camping trip!) . Summer Retreat . 6 Flags Summer Pass . Get in touch with more of my elementary/junior high friends . Ohio trip with the extended family . CaLi to visit my little cousin . Arizona with my cousins to visit my cousin Marquiz . College . More time with Friends. More time with Family . More time with GOD |
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